Free Falling Into Amazing

  Um. Got lots on my mind. So confused jus want all the stress to go away.. Jus took a plasement test for college in math. Didn't go so well. I was only 7 points away from placing in college algerbra F*C*. Now i have to wait 30 days to take another one and by then i will be recovering from my surgery! Another thing thats on my mind..
 Got surgery on July 13th. Really excited actually. Can't wait to get my head shaved! Love it! not really. But we're going to New Mexico on sat. I get to see one of my childhood friends, or more like pre-school friends ha Sara can't wait to see you! Also i get to live in a cabin for two nights yay i think.. Hopefully it will remind me of norway. Im really missing that place. Havent been back in two years and thats where all my good friends are. I did live there for 7 years you know. A lot of memories there and i hope someday i can bring my husband, who ever that will be to norway so i can show him everything and all the stuff that made me who i am today :)

oh and then theres Virginia! What i like to call my home.. idk why but my i've jus always loved it there and wish we never had moved from that place. Youre home is where your heat is at and my heart is in VA.
   Well jus got back from that place. Got to see my favorite cousin Lindsay! We had so many fun times and made so many memories in so short of time. One of my favorite times i do have to say was when we spent it with Morgan. But i think i blew it with him cuz he feels like i treat him like everyother guy but i so dont think of him at all like that! Like i still remember, haha and it makes me laugh every time, was when we first started talking and i went back to norway that fall and he would write in norwegian. Like really cute stuff and he would ask his dad cuz he knew some norwegian or something.. haha and i feel like i can talk about everything with him. there are others that i can talk to about everything but its jus, idk in a way he's different. Agh! it jus drives me crazy and he has no clue i feel like. I wish i had more time with him this summer...